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Tingnan mo ang kanilang kalagayan,
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~

In Memory of

Rodolfo Celestino Nokom
1988 - 20xx

Forever Smiling, Forever Hiding.

Ashita wa Kyou to Onaji Mirai

Ashita wa Kyou to Onaji Mirai
(Tommorow Is the Same Future as Today)

Lyrics/Composition: Yamada Minoru
Performed by: Gomes the Hitman
As seen in: Otogi Zoshi: The Legend of Magatama



Mou kotae wa dokonimo nai
Arasujimo kisokumo naiyouna kono sekai de

Ashita wa kyou to onaji mirai
Ima boku ga nozomu no wa yuruginai hibi to sukoshi no kitai
Sasayaka na sukoshi no mirai

Futatsu no kage ga yurete toki wo kasane
Hokorondeyuku mayonakani

Ima wa omoitsuku kotobatachi subete wo kanata ni
Tsutaetai omoi wo kokoro kara anata ni
Boku wa tada afuredasu koe wo kagiri ni chikau

[Romaji lyrics from Animemp3s.org]

~

Answers don't exist anywhere anymore
In this world, where neither plots nor rules exist.

Tomorrow holds the same future as today.
Right now, what I hope for is a certain "now" and a little bit of expectation --
A little bit of modest future.

The two shadows waver, spend time together,
Then unravel during the night.

Right now, I'm sending all the words I can to a distant place.
With my whole voice pouring out of me, I swear,
The feelings I want to tell you are real.

Eincyclopedia / Rudictionary

Out-of-boredom post.
Hindi pala! Naghahanadang - magpakapatay - dahil - gagawin - na - yung - fil - paper - at - yung - english - para - wala - nang - problema - bukas - sa - pagpunta - sa - mcdo - kasi - hanggang - 7 - yun - at - gabi - na - ako - makakauwi - so - gagawin - na - rin - ngayon - after - fil - na - kailangan - pang - magresearch post rin pala ito.

Napakalakas ng ating kapangyarihan sa ating wika. Banban man tayo sa ibang aspeto, sadyang napaka-creative ng mga Pinoy. Nahalata mo na ba iyon?

Natural ang talento ng mga Pinoy sa paggawa ng mga sarili nilang mga salita, o 'di naman kaya'y iangkop ang mga salitang banyaga sa kanilang kagustuhan.

Naglathala ako ng iba't ibang kantology (salitang kalye) or mga expressions dito. Sariling gawa ko naman ang iba, hihi.

AGAMEMNON [exp.] ah-gah-mehm-NON
Origins: Taken from Agamemnon of the Greek Epic The Odyssey .(correct me if I'm wrong please)
Meaning/Usage:
1. ah, ganun?

ASSAMASSA [n., exp.] ASS-sa-MASS-sa
Origins: The back rows in the classroom of Ma18AB during the first sem. The words "ass," "sama," and another "ass." The last "a" was added to make it a palindrome.
Meaning/Usage:
1. someone with a big behind (ASS - a - MASS - sa)
2. even this dictionary could not provide an ample meaning.

ASSAMASSASSIN [n., exp.] ASS-sa-MASS-SASS-sin
Origins: "Seasonal" assamassa. Was created during the founders of "assamassa" was addicted to Diablo II: LOD.
Meaning/Usage:
same as assamassa

BADS / BADETS / BADETH [n.] BADS, bah-DETS, ba-DETH
Origins: The word "bading."
Meaning/Usage:
1. a homosexual.
2. [v.] to like someone of the same sex, "Nababadets ako sa kanya."

BADINGER - Z [exp.] bah - DING - ger - zee
Origins: Japanese Anime "Mazinger-Z."
Meaning/Usage:
1. baklaaa!

BORYA / DYABONG / EBS / ETCHAS /JEBS / JEBAKS / JEBAKERS / JEBIBAGS
[n.] BOR-ya, DYA-bong, EBS, ET-chass, JEBS, JEH-baks, jeh-BAH-kers, jeh-BI-bags
Origins: Gay Lingo, otherwise unknown.
Meaning/Usage:
1. human solid waste. Shet!
2. [v.] to excrete human solid wastes, or tumae, "Naboborya na ako! Bilisan mo nga umetchas dyan!"
3. [exp.] wala lang, "Ebs ka talaga forever!"

BRAVO! [person, exp.] BRAH-VOE
Origins: "Bravo!" of Prince John in the animated Robin Hood movie.
Meaning/Usage:
1. ~ehem~ Bravo!
2. sarcastic attack, "Ay nadapa ka? Bravo!"

CHIATER [n.] chi-A-ter
Origins: "Cheater" was pronounced per letter syllable possible to the human diction.
Meaning/Usage:
1. mandaraya, cheater

CHIBIUSA [adj.] chi-BYU-sa, male CHIBIUSO
Origins: Sailor Chibi Moon of Japanese Anime "Sailormoon Superstars."
Meaning/Usage:
1. chubby, a little overweight

CHIBIUSADO [adj.] chi-BYU-sah-do
Origins: Chibiusa
Meaning/Usage:
1. bullying/name-calling through the usage of chibiusa. Ie, If I called you chibiusa, then I am chibiusado.

EVIL! [adj., exp.] E-vihl!
Origins: HELL! Nyahaha
Meaning/Usage:
1. someone bad, like ~insert name here~
2. an expression supposedly to harass an evil person by pointing out his/her evilness

FLIFLAFS [n.] FLEE-flahfs
Origins: Flipflops. Duhness.
Meaning/Usage:
1. sosyal na tsinelas

FUGLY [adj.] fug-LEE
Origins: A contraction for "F_ckin Ugly"
Meaning/Usage:
1. sadyang pangit talaga, sobrang pangit, sagad sa pangit

HHWW, PSSP [adj.] H-H-W-W-P-S-S-P
Origins: Some silly abbreviation craze of the past
Meaning/Usage:
1. Holding Hands While Walking, Pa-Swing-Swing Pa

H U H U [exp] H-U-H-U
Origins: Danna Aduna. Do you know her?
Meaning/Usage:
1. the same as "huhu," but only more stupid as the syllables you say doubles.

JIAIRKULS [n.] ji-YAIR-kuls
Origins: A super contraction of "GE Air-Conditioner."
Meaning/Usage:
1. air-conditioning

JIELEKTRIKPAN [n.] ji-eh-lek-TRIK-pan
Origins: Yes, "GE Electric Fan."
Meaning/Usage:
1. electric fan

JOKLA [n., adj.] dyok-LA
see BADS / BADETS / BADETH

KARAG - KARAG [adj.] KAH-rag-KAH-rag
Origins: Karag-karag. Hindi mo alam na this word existed? OMG!
Meaning/Usage:
1. something worn down, as in "Karag-karag na sapatos ko."
2. sobrang bagal, as in slow talaga my god! "Ang karag-karag mo naman kumilos eh!"
3. baduy, cheap, "My god, he's so karag-karag to death! Hihihi!"

MAGALING MAGALING MAGALING! [exp.] ma-GAH-ling-ma-GAH-ling-ma-GAH-ling
Origins: A recent Neozep commercial (yung karag-karag na yaya and anak commercial)
Meaning/Usage:
1. like the second use of Bravo!, a sarcastic salutation: "Nakalimutan mong dalhin? Magaling magaling magaling!"

PIRACY [v.] pai-rah-SEE
Origins: Do I really need to say this?
Meaning/Usage:
1. the act of copying someone's work, not limited to CDs and other AV materials; commonly denotes copying one's assignment

PIRATA / PIRATE [n.] pih-RAH-tah, pai-RAYT
Origins: Mga mandarambong ng karagatan / Pilferers of the Seas
Meaning/Usage:
1. someone committing piracy.
2. a classmate copying your HW.

RPS DEECSYUNARI [special]
Origins: A compilation of baroqueness.
Includes: DEESC, FANKSHUN, GRAP, MINAS, PLAS, AHBER (OVER) [will create a separate post maybe]
In short, every word that comes out from someone. (someone pang/chibuso)

SAMA! [n.,exp.] sah-MA!
Uhm, the same as Evil. Tinatamad na ako eh, haha.

SAYONACHI [v., exp.] sa-yo-na-CHI
Origins: Condensed form of "Sayo na ang tsinelas ko," although should not be taken literally.
Meaning/Usage:
1. to leave, bid goodbye.
2. equivalent to "Ikaw na ang bahala sa atin."

SHET / SYET / SHETAS [n., exp] SHET, si-YET, SHEH-tas
Origins: English slang "Shit." Another duh for you!
Meaning/Usage:
1. human solid waste (although it is uncommon to be used this way)
2. again, wala lang.
3. the ultimate general form of emotion

SHETASSAMASSA [exp.] sheh-tass-sa-mass-SA
Origins: A combination of "Shet" and "Assamassa." Very creative.
Meaning/Usage:
1. and yet AGAIN! wala lang.

SWANGIT [adj.] swa-NGIT
Origins: Super + Pangit. Boy these "Origins" are getting shorter and shorter.
Meaning/Usage:
1. sobrang pangit, as in yung nagsabog si god ng kagandahan eh nasa likod siya ng crowd, at nakafull rain gear pa!
("not an inch of beauty in the body" is better I think..)

TUS [v., exp.] TUS
Origins: Ewan ko. Eto hindi ko talaga alam. Narinig ko lang sa class ko dati sa HS.
Meaning/Usage:
1. to stop
2. to disperse the crowd when the teacher is coming
3. equivalent to "Andiyan na teacher!"

UBER [adj.] OOH-BER
Origins: A bastardization of the word "over."
Meaning/Usage:
1. to exceed expectations, "Uber naman yan si ~ehem~"
2. paano mo ba ginagamit ang over? Hay nako uber ka ha!

ZOOM! [v.] ZOOHM
Origins: Zoom, the onomatopoeia of something rushing really fast
Meaning/Usage:
1. the act of hurrying to your class because you woke up 30 minutes late of your leaving time
"Shet! 7:00 na?! Zoom na 'to!"

So ayan. imbis na nagtype ako ng Fil, ito ginawa ko. Haha!
Sana naman ay may napulot kayong something hindi karag-karag but rather uberly useful.

Sayonatchi!

My ------------------------------------------------ Family

Before anything else, I dedicate this post to my Papa Miko, Mama Jelain, Ahia Ace, Sioti John, Siobe Honey, Siobe Kary, Auntie Joahnna, adpotive Daddy Joseph, stepsister Danna, Nelvin, his parents, Tita Nene, and Yaya, Ej, his mom, and Nicole, Sherlyn and her hair, Thomas and his brother, and everyone else along the line.

But not to my mom, dad, and siblings.



Ayon sa Dictionary.com:

fam·i·ly ˈfæməli, ˈfæmli/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[fam-uh-lee, fam-lee] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, plural -lies, adjective –noun

1.	parents and their children, considered as a group, whether dwelling together or not.

2.	the children of one person or one couple collectively: We want a large family.

3.	the spouse and children of one person: We're taking the family on vacation next week.

4.	any group of persons closely related by blood, as parents, children, uncles, aunts, and cousins: to marry into a socially prominent family.

5.	all those persons considered as descendants of a common progenitor.

6.	Chiefly British. approved lineage, esp. noble, titled, famous, or wealthy ancestry: young men of family.

7.	a group of persons who form a household under one head, including parents, children, and servants.

8.	the staff, or body of assistants, of an official: the office family.

9.	a group of related things or people: the family of romantic poets; the halogen family of elements.

10.	a group of people who are generally not blood relations but who share common attitudes, interests, or goals and, frequently, live together: Many hippie communes of the sixties regarded themselves as families.

11.	a group of products or product models made by the same manufacturer or producer.

12.	Biology. the usual major subdivision of an order or suborder in the classification of plants, animals, fungi, etc., usually consisting of several genera.

13.	Slang. a unit of the Mafia or Cosa Nostra operating in one area under a local leader.

14.	Linguistics. the largest category into which languages related by common origin can be classified with certainty: Indo-European, Sino-Tibetan, and Austronesian are the most widely spoken families of languages. Compare stock (def. 12), subfamily (def. 2).

15.	Mathematics. a. a given class of solutions of the same basic equation, differing from one another only by the different values assigned to the constants in the equation. b. a class of functions or the like defined by an expression containing a parameter. c. a set.

–adjective

16.	of, pertaining to, or characteristic of a family: a family trait.

17.	belonging to or used by a family: a family automobile; a family room.

18.	suitable or appropriate for adults and children: a family amusement park.

19.	not containing obscene language: a family newspaper.

—Idiom

20.	in a or the family way, pregnant.

[family, from http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/family; online; Accessed 8 March 2007.]

Pero hindi dito nakalagay ang pinakaimportanteng definition ng family para sa akin:

A family is where the heart belongs to. It is where the heart grows, gains experience, and heals. It is a place of security and happiness.

May pamilya tayong lahat.

Naiintindihan nila tayo.
Mahal nila tayo.
Hinding hindi tayo pababayaan ng ating mga pamilya.

Oo nga. May mga pamilya kasing hindi close sa isa't isa.
May mga magulang kasing hindi maintindihan ang mga anak.
May mga magulang kasing ayaw intindihin ang mga damdamin ng mga anak.

Pasalamat na lang ako at hindi ganito ang aking pamilya.

Kaya nga ako nagpapasalamat sa aking Papa, Mama, kina ahia at sioti, kina siobe, sa aking stepfamily, sa aking mga greatest friends and their relatives, and the rest along the line.

~

...

"Sa Fort na ba kayo sa Monday?"

"Oo.."

"Eh pano yun? May shuttle ba?"

"Wala, kanya-kanya."

"Tinuruan ba kayong pumunta dun?" Oo daw. "So papaano?"

Instructions kung paano pumunta sa bagong office ni kuya, may tono ng pagkainis. "Masakit sa dila magsalita."

"Eh bakit ba ang sungit sungit mo?! Aba, anak ng pating! Kung ayaw mong kinakausap ka at pinakikialaman, eh 'di magsolo ka! Pero hanggang nasa puder ka namin ng daddy mo, magtiis ka! Bakit mo sa akin binubuhos yang kamalasan mo?! Wala naman akong kinalaman diyan ha! Hangga't andito ka, sumunod ka sa mga batas namin! Aba Bong, ilagay mo nga ang sarili mo sa lugar! Akala mo kung sino ka na diyan porke't nagtratrabaho ka na! Hindi ka na nga pinagagawa dito sa bahay tapos ganyan ka pa!"

...

Marami pang kasunod yan. Ayoko nang ituloy kasi baka sabihing sinisiraan ko na sila.

Nadukutan kasi ng telepono si kuya. Nakikinig siya ng mp3 sa kanyang telepono habang pababa na siya ng bus. Tumigil daw yung music, akala niya naghang lang or namatay na yung phone niyang lobat na. Yun pala, nadukutan na siya. Kasalanan niya kasi naka mp3 siya in public, na alam nating hindi safe especially sa isang bus na siksikan at full of suspicious people. Masakit din ata ang ipin niya.

Hay yay yay. This time I really felt sorry for him.

SOMEONE DID NOT UNDERSTAND SOMEONE'S FEELINGS. SOMEONE ALWAYS DO NOT FULLY UNDERSTAND WHAT THE OTHER IS GOING THROUGH. SOMEONE JUST NEVER UNDERSTANDS WHY.

I am so lucky to have my Papa, Mama, ahia, sioti, mga siobe...

Guys, salamat talaga kasi you really make me feel happy. You fill in what's missing in my life.

Love you all at sana all of you loves me too.

Assassin Cross part 4

Siguro nagsasawa na kayo sa Assassin Cross no?

Well ako, hindi pa.

Kanina, naging Assassin ako. I was present, but remained unnoticed.

Nagsimula lahat yun kagabi.

[ SUMMARY of EVENTS]
Nagalit si ma dahil late na, hindi pa ako tulog.
"Buti sana kung nag-aaral ka eh!"
Nag-aral naman na ako eh. Hindi na lang niya nakita.
"Ako hindi makatulog! Eh kayo, kahit anong oras niyo gusuthing matulog, pwede!"
I go to bed at 12 mn, I fall asleep at around 3 am, fyi.
Being a good anak, sumunod na lang ako at kinimkim ang feelings.*
Lagi namang ganun eh.

*At dahil dito, nalearn ko ang quest skill na "Induce Sleep"
Ano ang effect?

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Induce Sleep QUEST SKILL
LV 1 ACTIVE
Target: self
SP cost: varies
Duration: varies

Induce the "Sleep" status on self by crying. "Drowsiness" effect lingers as target wakes up, which remains indefinitely. Target under Drowsiness status has impaired STR, AGI, DEX, INT, and emotional capabilities, but has improved LUK and social VIT.
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So ayun. I decided not to use the PC (pero I still did dahil sa Fil12 HW. Labs ko naman si Sir Yols eh) for the whole day. Nung dumating ako, I used Lv. 10 Cloaking para hindi madetect ni mamie na natutulog sa sofa sa sala. Tapos nung nakalayo, gumamit ng Lv. 10 Hiding sa room ko which lasted for an amazing 5 hours.

Result?

Akala ni mamie wala pa ako. Nalaman lang niyang nasa bahay na pala ako nung lumabas ako to get something.

Sa wakas, naging Assassin ako kahit papaano.
And it felt real nice.

It felt real nice in my own dark world of solitude which lasted for 5 hours.

Oh yeah, Lv 92 na si Serea. At makakagawa na ako ng Clip of Counter, which will boost my critical rate to 34%, dahil sa efforts na tulungan ako nina Conditional at Duh...

At ngayon, alam ko na kung bakit gusto ko talagang maging Assassin.
Dahil sa Detoxify.

Assassin Cross part 3

Napakaraming nangyari over the past few weeks na nasira yung monitor ko at tinatamad akong galawin ang blog ko.

In relation to the Assassin posts, may nalaman akong balita na well, nakapagpasiya sa akin.

Nagpunta ulit kami kay Sir Jeff. D ako. Tinanong ko kung bakit.

"I think you missed a lab..."

Alin?

"The very first one I think."

Pero hindi ako absent nun. Late lang ako at kagrupo ko pa si Wil and the Celendro guy nun.

"Are ya sure?"

Syempre.

So ayun, naging 18 ang 0 ko. Naging 82 ako bigla from a 64. You do the math.
The D became a B.

Oh goodie.

Kasi may AncientRO na. Lv 89 na si Serea (a name which means "Shine" in elven). Oo, malapit na rin ako maging Assassin Cross sa wakas. And I just landed 20 critical hits in rapid succession with my +8 Critical Double Boned Jur.


*sigh*
You have to cheat something (legalize something which is really illegal) in order to enjoy it.

*sigh*
You have to cheat life in order to enjoy it.

*sigh*
You have to cheat yourself in order to enjoy life.

*sigh~*

// Aside para hindi masira ang mood ko. Dumating kuya ko. Guess what he just did?

Oh goodie.

So ayun, bale wala pala lahat nung mga moments na kinucurse ko ang buhay ko. B pala ako eh. At oo, grade conscious ako. Masama ba maging grade conscious?

*stare*
inferior.
*gaze*
Inferior.
*well up*
INferior.
*tremble*
INFErior
*close eyes*
INFERIOR!
*drop*

At walang nangyari. Ganun ka pa rin after.

This only reiterates how unexpected life could be.
It also shows how miserable life could be.

And another thing:
Problems are never given a solution. They are just forgotten.

Kawawa ka kung wala kang amnesia.

Hindi ako sore or punyetanized or shitty or [insert some f*ckin' word here] about life and everything like that, naasar lang ako kasi nagkaroon ng extra pressure on my part na sobrang nakakabaliw at nakakastress.

Let me close with my latest creation, The Tinapay Ode:

TINAPAY ODE

Hay.

Buhay.
Parang,
Tinapay.

Lit sucks. Yun yun eh.

pakialamerx, pakialamerx, usiserx, usiserx ; x = o, a

Puno ng mga ganitong mga "bagay" ang bahay ko.

Ewan ko lang. They don't mind their business at all. They snoot under your nose when you use the goddam computer that is shared, even if you don't snoot under their nose when they use the goddam computer that they are so adept destroying.

Pero ngayon lang, nagalit si mamie kasi dalawang sweldo na raw at hindi pa nagbibigay ng perang pang-deposit sa ewan ko kung saan si kuya. Inaaksaya niya raw yung pera niya dun sa mga "toy robot" na binibili-bili niya. Pinagpapaguran niya raw yung perang yun tapos hindi ba siya nanghihinayan sa mga pinaggagastusan niya?

Hindi naman sa pagwawalang galang, pero, I think that is too far naman.

Pera niya yun eh. And I found those Gundam Robots neat. Hindi kasi yun maiintindihan ni mamie eh. Yung mga ganung bagay. Kasi nga, siya palagi ang tama miski mali na talaga.

O yeah, hindi ako sumabat. Mahirap na eh. Alam mo naman sa bahay nila, bawal ang mga ganung bagay.

And that is one of the few instances na pumanig ako sa kuya ko. Karaniwan kasi, wala.

Observer lang ako.
Ganun eh.

At dahil sa mga pangyayaring ganito na paulit-ulit na lang, takot na ako magkapamilya.

One of these days, I might turn bi. Hey, being bi is nice! You could love anyone!

Not just yourself.

Assassin Cross part 2

The bad day became worse, so to speak.

Hindi ako na late sa Fil. Himala. As in grabe. Resolution ko yung hindi na malalate again, pero parang hindi ko naman ata nagawa iyon. Nagkaquiz at nasagutan ko naman. Masaya ako dahil hindi ko nabasa masyado yung handout at sa Thursday pa pala kailangan yun.

After Fil, nagpunta kaming Faura. Nakasalubong namin si Ma'am Didith. Nag eye-to-eye contact kami.

"O, kamusta na grades mo?"

Tinanong rin naman niya yung iba eh. Pero after that, tiningnan nya ulit ako.

"E ikaw? Okay naman?"

Obviously, "Opo naman ma'am." ang sinagot ko.

Nakagawa ako ng 4-storey pagoda of cards. That is the highest I've done ever in my 18 years, 7 months, and 2 days of life. Achievement iyon.

Laughtrip naman yung math eh. Lumulubog si Ej sa seat niya. Sayang, hindi na biktima si Amboy kasi pinagpalit ni Ej yung chairs nila after that monumental discovery.

Lakad papuntang terminal mag-isa nang tahimik.

Kumain ng P20.00 worth of fishballs na hindi naman hugis balls at fish nuggets na hindi naman lasang fish. Nasa pack pala ng kikiam yung mga katagang "Fish Nuggets" eh.

Ganun na ata talaga ako kalala eh.

With only 7 weeks to go, I have to slap myself hard.

Hindi ako nawalan ng friend ngayon, so don't worry. Nawawalan lang ako ng tiwala sa sarili.

Bukod sa Assassin Cross, gusto ko rin palang maging Professor, ang transcendent job ng mga Sage.

Bakit?

Dahil sa Memorize at Double Bolt.

Assassin Cross

Gusto kong maging Assassin Cross.

Ang Assassin Cross o sinx (read as sin-ex) ay ang transcendent job ng isang Assassin. Ang mga Thief na nagtiyatiyaga ay nagiging mga Assassin (o kaya Rogue), at kung lalo pang nagtiyaga ang Assassin ay maari siyang maging Assassin Cross. Mahirap maging sinx. Kailangan mo munang maging Lv. 99 Assassin at babalik sa pagiging isang Novice at Thief bago ka maging isang ganap na sinx. Matagal ang hihintayin bago maging sinx ang iyong Assassin, ngunit ang paghihintay na iyon ay worth it.

Long Test namin sa Lit ngayon. Mahirap. Fill in the blanks ang part I tungkol sa 14 poems ng Romantic Period. Kasabay din nitong binalik ni Mr. Acuña yung nakaraang long test namin. Masama. D ako. 13 out of 40 ako sa pesteng fill in the blanks na iyon.

Yakisoba lang ang kinain ko para makatipid. May painag-iipunan kasi ako eh. Pero I considered eating something more cheaper tulad nung Tuna Sandwich nung katabi ng Bento. P20.00 lang eh, may P15.00 savings ako nun. Wow.

Ayos lang naman, dahil tapos na ang aking kalbaryo, for the moment. May darating pa, pero at least naman ngayon, medyo easy-easy na nang kaunti.

Freecut pa yung math. Ang saya. Naglaro pa kami ng O2Mania sa laptop ni Wil at nakatong-its pa ako. Imagine?

Pero, D pala ako sa CS. Akala ko naman yun ang sasalo ng iba kong grades. Yun pala ang sasaluhin ng iba. Yaddah yaddah yaddah.

Binigay ko yung butterfly clip kay Kim. I was happy because she liked it and was very happy. That warmed my frozen heart.

Dati, madalas kong sinasabi sa mga kaklase kong may problema sa academics na ayos lang yan. Tapos, sinabi sa akin ni Garde, isa sa mga pinakamatatalik kong kaibigan, na napakawalang-kuwenta ang mga katagang iyon at hindi dapat sinasabi. Paano nga naman maayos ang problema? Dapat mo itong harapin. Simula nun, ang sinasabi ko na sa aking mga kaibigang nangangailangan ay "Andito lang naman kami, eh" o kaya "Kaya mo yan. Dito lang naman ako eh."

At kanina, naintindihan ko na ng lubos ang sinabi sa akin ni Garde.

Tahimik akong naglakad papunta sa terminal ng UP Toki. Ewan ko kung bakit. Pagbayad ng P7.00 na dapat P6.00 lang dahil isa akong estudyante, sumakay ako sa jeep na iyon at umupo sa may kanang bahagi nito. Mainit kasi sa kaliwa eh. Pagkaupo ko, nilagay ko sa harapan ko ang aking malaking bag at pumikit kasi ang bigat ng mga mata ko.

Tumulo ang luha ko sa kanan kong mata. Buti na lang, nakatakip yung bag ko at walang nakakita o nakapansin.

Pag-uwi ko ng bahay, naramdaman kong kinailangan kong gamitin ang banyo. Ang tagal kong namalagi sa banyo. Tahimik kasi eh. Mabuti para sa magulo kong isipan. Paglabas ko, hindi ako kuntento at bumalik ulit ng sandali sa banyong iyon. Excuse me, that is not poetry in the banyo, by the way.

Hay.

Mahirap maging sinx. Ngunit worth it ang lahat ng hirap dahil malakas ang sinx. Sa aking pagkakaalam, may dalawang build ang sinx: ang sdsinx at critsinx. Ang sandata ng sdsinx ay ang Soul Destroyer, kung saan kapag mababa ang depensa ng kalaban, tiyak na patay ito agad [Soul Destroyer Base Damage = Physical Total Damage + {(SkillLV * Player's INT) * 5} + Random Damage (500 ~ 1000), Final Damage = Soul Destroyer Base Damage / Enemy DEF + Soul Destroyer Base Damage] Karaniwang umaabot ng higit sa 8000 damage ang Soul Destoyer, ngunit para umabot ito ng ganito kalakas, kailangang mataas ang Int ng sdsinx, na hindi pangkaraniwan sa mga natural na talento ng mga Thief class na job. Umaasa naman sa lakas ng katar at critical hits ang critsinx. At para lalo pang mapalakas ang kanyang bawas, gumagawa siya ng Deadly Poison na mahirap likhain. Kapag mali ang paggawa ng Deadly Poison, malaking bawas ang naghihintay sa nagkamali. Ngunit kapag nagtagumpay ang isang critsinx sa paggawa at nailagay na niya ito sa kanyang armas sa pamamagitan ng Enchant Deadly Poison, mag-ingat-ingat ka na.

Bigla na lamang lumilitaw kung saan-saan ang sdsinx at sa isang iglap, patay na ang kalaban at wala na ang sdsinx, samantalang hindi mapantayan ang bilis ng pagsugod at ang kakayahan umiwas sa mga pagsugod nang isang critsinx.

Alamin mo muna kung tunay mo ngang kaibigan ang isang Assassin Cross. Dahil baka mamaya, ikaw ay malason ng isang Deadly Poison Enchanted +10 Double Bloody Critical Jur o naman kaya'y makatanggap ng 12830 damage sa isang iglap.

Baka masira ang iyong buhay sa piling ng isang Assassin Cross.

Ingat lang.

V = 1.45748 km / hr, A = 0.235526 nm / hr*hr

I studied for the CS Midterms. I think it was just too hard I guess. Or maybe I wasn't trying enough?


I came in at my English class at around 9:50 am. It was good that Ma'am Lulu still accepted me in her class which was just plain boring. I mean, what class in taught English is exciting? Chem? Lit? Math? Oh yes. Math. Oh yeah, my extreme tardiness was just as is, a late. It wasn't a cut. This was especially remarkable because Ma'am Lulu is very strict on attendance and stuff. Well, she is often late in our class anyway.

Lit was, as usual, trapped in the unknown vortex between time and space. The digits of my seatmate's wrist watch took an eternity to change. It was ironic that it was actually enjoyable feeling trapped in this dimension, that after a few revolutions of the ceiling fans, Lit was about to end in 6 minutes.

I tried to rush downstairs as soon as possible. But people also wanted to go downstairs as soon as possible.

I arrived at the cafeteria after a grueling walk in the SEC walkway. Why are there so much people in that stupid walk anyway? And yet again, I do not own that walkway. They can eat it for all I care.

Upon arrival, a dilemma struck me: what the heck am I going to eat? And then, someone was eating something. Instead of ordering the usual Yakimeshi double rice that costs an economically amazing P57.00, I tried that something of someone: Chicken ala Pobre that costs P50.00. Not bad, I guess.

And yet again, Math was not a lesson of integrals or derivatives, but a lesson on how to make normal, everyday English words creative, vibrant, and most of all, appealing. "We are naw in chaptr seeks dasz tree, end we may be aybol to finis da tsapter in Manday, if I am aroun." Hey, I commit mistakes too sometimes, you know.

Anyway, INTAC was useless. Well maybe not entirely, for I realized how wrong the name of our school was. It should be rearranged in a certain way where the first two syllables of the name reminds someone of human solid refuse. You know? That brown, warm, icky-icky stuff that sometimes, if not most of the time, smells and attracts flies when improperly dealt with? You know the picture. I won't be saying it because it is icky-icky and gross.

We study again for that God-forsaken exam. Whoever invented Binary and Regular Expressions shouldn't have been born. Such sick assholes.

Algorithm March. Something good happens once in a while.

Name 10 TV sci-fi series (not anime-like and the sort) from 1990 to the present [not exact bonus question due to memory failure]

1. Andromeda
2. E-Ring
3. Jake 2.0
4. Superman (really?)
5. Sliders

Sineskwela? Math Tinik? Epol / Apple? Mulawin? Marina?
What the heck. The only thing I liked about the Midterms was the air-con. I had the reason to wear my jacket because of that.

To further reiterate my memory failure, I forgot to mention that I carried the things of someone on top of my head to practice proper posture. I think a lot of people were looking at me saying, the hell? What's up with him? I was able to carry out that mission from CTC 2nd floor until the caf.

I think I can apply for the circus.

I think I could be an actor.


And yes, after every exam, there is the question-and-answer portions. Portions with a big fat S.
How I hate beauty pageants.

Someone saw me across the street when he was under the flyover. I didn't see him though. He said I was walking too fast.

Yaddah yaddah yaddahs happened next. I met an English blockmate on my way to the LRT. At least, there was someone to talk to make me forget about that stupid exam.

"Kamusta exams?"

Shit. Thanks for asking. But I told him what happened anyway.

I failed Yakeno Ga Hara auto cymbal. The bass was just terrible.

I rode a bus and went home. I didn't know that the discount on the fare for students was just only until 7 pm. I felt sorry for those students who go home late. Better go home earlier to save yourselves P3.00.

Anyway, as I was eating, I reali...

HEY!

Bakit ito English?! Ha?!!

Then I realized how painstaking life could be.

When you rush things in life, most of the time you miss the more important things.

Next time, I won't walk too fast. But how am I going to judge what is fast and what is slow? It could be slow for me but still too fast for others.



Again, I realized how painstaking life can be.



Tama ba yung mga pinagsasasabi ko? Hindi kasi ako magaling sa English eh. Sorry.