Ironies

I have been thinking about things recently..
And there are a few things that I found to be, sadly, true.


THE ONLY PERMANENT THING IS CHANGE.

This is very true. Everything has its beginning and its end. It has to end. It just needs to. The cycle of life depends on all of these beginnings and ends, and there are very little things we can do about it. Maybe even none. Change is the only permanent thing because as long as there is something existing, change will always be there to well, change it. When something is alive, change takes place as the darkness of death. If something is new, time withers its beauty until it grows old. Then it dies. Change is the most powerful being in this entire living plane, so my advice is to befriend it. Or well, be used to it, unlike me. The only thing we can do to help ourselves is be happy all of the time.

Well maybe most of the time.

Maybe even be happy sometimes is enough.
Because being happy WILL break you afterwards.



HAPPINESS IS A DELUSION OF YOURSELF.

How can you be happy if you know that you won't be in the future? Happiness is just a drug to go to a nice world full of fake realities. Upon entering the state of happiness, you are blinding yourself from the truth of this harsh society. Happiness may be the saddest thing in the whole colorful world of emotions. How come? Being happy is a very selfish act. I mean, how can someone be happy if the people around him/her isn't? In my experience, happiness cannot be created. In order to feel happy, you must make someone sad. See how wrong happiness is?
When you are happy, you are an agent of the vicious cycle of happiness. And sometimes, a defeat hurts more after a period of extreme happiness. It really, really does.

Being happy forever isn't possible.

Being content is enough.
But being content is like being happy.

But keep it to yourself.
This way the cycle loses a catalyst.



EMOTIONS ARE THE REASON WHY WE SUFFER.

If there are no emotions, each and every one of us would be equal. Hey, being in the upper hand of things, why would you want to be equal? What if you were the one in the lower hand? What I mean is, without emotions, no one would feel sad, but at the expense of happiness and every other emotion. Life would be monotonous, but without emotions, would we know what is monotonous? Think about it. Pain and suffering isn't the punishment for our sins, but emotion is. Actually, even before we sinned, we are already punished by our emotions. Maybe God knew we are prone to sin so he punished us immediately the day we were born.

They say being human is being able to have emotions.
So, being human is suffering?

I guess so.




But nonetheless, I am not ready to go emotionless. I am not fond of change.
Even though life is hell itself sometimes, I don't want to lose this world.

Why?

I really don't know why.