Selfish

Sige.

Aaminin ko na.

l am very selfish.



Kasi nga,



l want myself back.
l want everything back to where it started.

l want everything back to normal.

l want to forget everything that happened.

l want to be free from this corrupted world.

l want to be normal again.

l miss the good old days.



l honestly feel that l am tired of giving up time for others.


l wish l can find myself a small wrinkle in time to see all of it again.





And l honestly feel,
that even if l say all of this..

l am not selfish.
This is all but just a deep, dark delusion of myself.
l want all of this, but l am willing to give all of it
again



and again..



and again...







l never said "l" here.
Why?


They are all L's.
See?

l am not selfish.

Please see that.