Monday, April 13, 2009

In Doubt?

Why do I feel that God isn't giving me anything for my practicum? Is it because when I pray, I pray for other people first, and me last? Is it because I specifically pray for other people's needs, and I just say Lord, bahala na kayo sa akin?

I'm just worried about the time I have to complete the 300 hours required for my practicum. Everyone has started their jobs today or even last week, and here I am almost desperate to get a job.

And today, I almost lost my rosary. Almost. It fell out from my pocket as I yanked my hanky to wipe the beads of sweat that were forming on my forehead.













Lord, bahala na kayo sa akin.

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