Hiding in the darkness...

Yes this post is forced.
I really don't know why I am doing such a thing.
Maybe I am confused and is willing to give up
Or maybe I would want to forget everything.

Sometimes, life can be so sad
Everything seems so wrong and bad.
You wake up each morning with a heavy heart
You live your monotonous day
As time eats your soul away...

You always prepare
But is seems you're always in despair...
You confront life with a blank stare
Not knowing what to do
Or who to come to
Everything seems so wrong and bad,
So life can be sometimes sad...

And at the end of each day,
You kneel down and pray.
But you wonder if there is really much sense
In that gesture you are in...
You feel the usual tense
That you are thinking about these things a little too hard...

Life is unfair as you know it.
But what am I supposed to do?
You always get confused along the way
You live your monotonous day
As time eats your soul away...

And you wonder about your friends
But insecurites set in and bite...
"deserving of a person sustaining might?"
You really wonder about everything...
Wonder what kind of pain you will feel tomorrow..
And wonder until when you will be able to keep it all in...
And you tell yourself your worthlessness
That time is all but in vain in your presence...
You live your monotonous day
As time slowly eats you away
And slowly decays your essence...

But you tell yourself to fight the feelings to change
And in return, you gain some sight.
Sight that was darkened by the delusion
Of a very unreal emancipation which really gave you everything you wanted...
You look at your back and see the happiness the delusion gave you
All the people in their glee.
Fireworks soar to the sky
People rejoice and celebrate you new life.
But deep inside, you tell yourself and try to look happy because you aren't
Not to cry.
You don't know why
The reason of those tears.
But you look ahead and defeat your fears.

Yes, life can be so sad, and it can be forever sad..
And everything seems so wrong and bad.
You may wake up each morning with a heavy heart, a destroyed soul, and a weakened hope
And you live your monotonous day,
But keep in mind: Life cheats everything away..

Time can eat your soul away,
But it also finds it your way.

You just have to wait and see what will transpire
In different souls that will eventually expire...

And still, at the end of the day,
Time eats your pitiful soul away...

Thank [insert name here] for the lupa and everything!

So ginusto mong magka-experience na pasasalamatan mo na may solid ground. And then, naiinggit ka sa mga ice skaters.

Nagkayayaan kayo ng friendships niyo to go to Megamall and skate on ice. What the heck! Humans aren't made to gracefully glide on ice! *grumble grumble* And in the end, nag-enjoy ka naman. Sheesheesh!


To make your arctic adventure pleasing and *painless*, feel free to read these listings. And yes, these data were gathered by experience.



1. Before anything else, may pera ka ba? Baka mamaya wala! Ice skating is for rich people naman kasi eh! [pats self on head] Like duhness walang snow sa Pilipinas, eh kung wala kang dough, where will you skate? Sa isang basong yelo? At dahil dyan, kailangan mo magpunta sa Megamall or sa MoA to skate. Kung may coupons ka, the prices are P60/hr and P100/hr respectively. Ewan ko lang kung bakit kami bingyan ng coupons (baka kasi marami kami).. Kung hindi kayo binigyan ng coupons, be ready to shell out something like P250, pero unlimited na. Aanuhin mo naman ang unlimited ice skating time? Magpapalamig para masarap ang hot coffee or hot sopas pag-uwi mo? Kung ganun, weirdo ka, or maybe just plain rich.


2. If you do not have any experience to any kind of skating, well, get ready to be hurt. Kung ayaw mong mahurt at noob ka, uminom ka ng tatlong bote ng painkillers or magpakahigh ka or something. Expect to do some suislides, man. It is a part of skating life. Pwede ka ring magsuot ng armor, tapos mag-try outs ka na rin para sa hockey team. Naka-armor ka na eh malay mo pumasa ka as the goal (not goalie). That is sure gratifying, eh?


3. The railings are your best friend. Kung hindi ka pa magaling, dun ka lang muna. Pero be sure to venture out sa ice or else you would never learn. Sa tingin mo paano kaya gumaling yung mga skaters? Like duh, meron silang mobile railings.


4. If you commit suislide, tip ko lang kapag tatayo ka na ay KEEP YOUR HANDS AND FINGERS CLOSE TO YOUR BODY! I cannot stress this enough. Malay mo biglang may dumaan.. and.. and.. free vienna sausages! O baka naman mamaya pumapalakpak ka na when you are fanning yourself with your hands.. (demo please)


5. A oo nga pala, when you think you will commit suislide, bend your knees. Bending your knees would make your wipeout graceful and flawless like a ballerina. But it is STILL a wipeout, so too bad. Ballerina ballerina ka pa dyan loko!


6. Keep track of time. Kasi napagaling ng policy dun eh. Kapag sumobra ka ng 5 minutes, it would be considered as an hour. So kapag hinarangan ka nung lady with the calculator sa exit, ipaglaban mo ang excuse na "Eh kasi marami kami and we had to remove our skates and everything..." Hey, that worked! Well kung mag-isa ka lang, uhm.. sabihin mo nagka-emergency ka. Urgent business. Sa banyo lang nga..


7. Beware of beyblades. Baka kasi ma-shred ka to smithereens or baka magsuka sila sa kakaikot. Malas mo kung napabilis ka ng andar tapos hindi ka marunong mag-turn or mag-break tapos head-on collision ka pa sa isang beyblade.. Hala! Anong gagawin mo?! E di umikut-ikot rin para beybalde ka na rin! Hindi ka marunong nun? Well too bad. Face your fate, ikaw ay maga-grate.


8. Para mas enjoy, take advanced diving lessons with someone. Hmm, I wonder who that person is?


9. Nga pala, magdala ng extra shirt. Medyo pagpapawisan ka rin eh. Paano ko nalaman? There was a guy with wet underarms. Paano kaya yun nabasa? Ano ba, e di he fell armpits first sa ice! DUH!


10. Magdala ka na rin ng nametag with "I am a noob, stay away!" written in it. Mahirap kasi eh. A rink with lots of noobs in it is collision-prone. As in SOBRA. Or hintayin mong magka-clearing sa rink bago ka magpunta sa gitna or go across. Kung gusto mo lalayuan ka talaga, magsuot ka ng "Mabaho ako!" O di ba? Wala talagang lalapit sayo! Galing talaga ng mga ideas ko!

11. After skating, huwag kalimutan sabihin ang "Thank [insert name here] for the lupa and everything!"

O yan, all set ka na!
Go na! As in, now na!

Ironies

I have been thinking about things recently..
And there are a few things that I found to be, sadly, true.


THE ONLY PERMANENT THING IS CHANGE.

This is very true. Everything has its beginning and its end. It has to end. It just needs to. The cycle of life depends on all of these beginnings and ends, and there are very little things we can do about it. Maybe even none. Change is the only permanent thing because as long as there is something existing, change will always be there to well, change it. When something is alive, change takes place as the darkness of death. If something is new, time withers its beauty until it grows old. Then it dies. Change is the most powerful being in this entire living plane, so my advice is to befriend it. Or well, be used to it, unlike me. The only thing we can do to help ourselves is be happy all of the time.

Well maybe most of the time.

Maybe even be happy sometimes is enough.
Because being happy WILL break you afterwards.



HAPPINESS IS A DELUSION OF YOURSELF.

How can you be happy if you know that you won't be in the future? Happiness is just a drug to go to a nice world full of fake realities. Upon entering the state of happiness, you are blinding yourself from the truth of this harsh society. Happiness may be the saddest thing in the whole colorful world of emotions. How come? Being happy is a very selfish act. I mean, how can someone be happy if the people around him/her isn't? In my experience, happiness cannot be created. In order to feel happy, you must make someone sad. See how wrong happiness is?
When you are happy, you are an agent of the vicious cycle of happiness. And sometimes, a defeat hurts more after a period of extreme happiness. It really, really does.

Being happy forever isn't possible.

Being content is enough.
But being content is like being happy.

But keep it to yourself.
This way the cycle loses a catalyst.



EMOTIONS ARE THE REASON WHY WE SUFFER.

If there are no emotions, each and every one of us would be equal. Hey, being in the upper hand of things, why would you want to be equal? What if you were the one in the lower hand? What I mean is, without emotions, no one would feel sad, but at the expense of happiness and every other emotion. Life would be monotonous, but without emotions, would we know what is monotonous? Think about it. Pain and suffering isn't the punishment for our sins, but emotion is. Actually, even before we sinned, we are already punished by our emotions. Maybe God knew we are prone to sin so he punished us immediately the day we were born.

They say being human is being able to have emotions.
So, being human is suffering?

I guess so.




But nonetheless, I am not ready to go emotionless. I am not fond of change.
Even though life is hell itself sometimes, I don't want to lose this world.

Why?

I really don't know why.

We won't meet here...

He died on December 7, 2006, at around 7:34 am during his Filipino class. The cause of death is still unknown, but they have a feeling that he died because of severe emotional trauma resulting to a massive breakdown of the emotional center and the evaporation of the soul.

They named this pitiful condition the MDIRF disease, probably more known as
"My day is ruined forever."

Miraculously, after dying for the third time, the victim is still alive. He explains that the soul dies, but the body is unaffected. After a few moments, hours, days, or even months, the lingering soul returns to the body with a very small part of it gone forever. And this small part would haunt him for a very long time.

But all that he could do was say "My day is ruined forever."

So we asked him what happened after he died. He tells us that he struggled to put up his usual mood in order for other people not to notice his quick, abrupt, and painful demise. He engaged in coversations to make his brain not idle, but deep down inside him, he was reenacting the horrible situation where he died. He was quite successful in putting up in his scheme of hiding, and was able to survive the long test in math even with all the crushing attacks of his memory that he thought was his ally.

He started to hate himself.
He told himself when he died the second time that when he dies again, it was for real.
But no. It was another death of his poor and twisted emotions.

All he could say after all of this was:
"I am so sorry that I helped. And now, I hate myself in helping you. I am so sorry."




"If you wish to eliminate the person tormenting you, you would just pull this red string. Upon doing so, you enter into an official contract with me. The person tormenting you would be sent immediately to hell. But when a person is cursed, two graves are dug. When your body dies, your soul goes to hell, forever wandering and never knowing what paradise is like...

And now, you decide what happens next. "



He pulls the string.



"Your pitiful shadow is cloaked in darkness.."
I know that.

"Your actions cause people great pain and suffering..."
I am the one suffering...

"I shall show you... what death is like.."
Finally...





"I'm taking you...
we're going...

to hell."
Sometimes, life is hell itself...

ruderiddle #2

Ayannnn na!
Dahil kay master Thomas,
CONNECTED NA ANG RR1 sa RR2!
NYAHAHAHAH!



PART 2: Is something wrong?

Gnv knmf hr hs?




PART 2: I love Midori no Hibi!

Who:
- is NOT ( I say again, NOT) avid of the very bad and immoral hentai of the generation of today?
- followed Midori no Hibi until end, and yet, was unfortunate to miss the first episode?
- just loves the song "Tentai Kansoku" [Star Searching] performed by the band Bump of Chicken?
I am!





PART 3: !sdrawkcaB

nawS gnitnuH :smailliW annA
sserd ymra teloiv :smailliW aniN
!tuokconK : xoF evetS
oasreveR :orietnoM eitsirhC
obmoC kciK dnalraG :iliL
?yug ymrA :vonugarD
!nowg eciN :akusA
!amuK :adnaP
!adnaP :amuK
?lleh eht ohW :nijukoM
trepxe nowK eaT :keaB
elyts neknurD :gnoL uW ieL
!ekanS diloS :yruF nayrB
[not a clue: Bryan Fury = Yanyan! :D]





PART 4: [can't think of a title for this]

a s f r g h f t g j p d f r t g b
s a d c v f r t e v v v e r t r e
s d e v v f u i v d g j v r y u i
r t v d v f u t v f h j v d f h y
s d f r v g j t v f g h v b b g g
d d d f v g h j k v v v v h j k l
s d f f v f f d f g f g v f g h j
s d f d v g f g h j k g v h f r h
a d d d v g f f v h g g v j g d f
a f v v v v v r f v v v d g h d s
a s d f g h f g g g g h h y r e e





PART 5: The Ein in einzweihander

- Grand Sting
- Slashing Sword "Farewell"
- Glance Reviver
- Valkyrie Favor
- Bahamut Tear
- Zweihander
- Demon Sword "Levantine"
- Crest Estoc
- Ether Freeze
- Dragonbane
- Jewelled Blade "Grimrist"
- Dragon Slayer
- Shiny Rupture
- Doublecross
- Fire Blade "Cromrea"
- Icicle Sword
- Ama-no Murakamo Blade
- Dainslef
- Gram


Which one would you equip?
Rather, which one SHOULD you equip?


Ding is ready for battle!

Selfish

Sige.

Aaminin ko na.

l am very selfish.



Kasi nga,



l want myself back.
l want everything back to where it started.

l want everything back to normal.

l want to forget everything that happened.

l want to be free from this corrupted world.

l want to be normal again.

l miss the good old days.



l honestly feel that l am tired of giving up time for others.


l wish l can find myself a small wrinkle in time to see all of it again.





And l honestly feel,
that even if l say all of this..

l am not selfish.
This is all but just a deep, dark delusion of myself.
l want all of this, but l am willing to give all of it
again



and again..



and again...







l never said "l" here.
Why?


They are all L's.
See?

l am not selfish.

Please see that.

ruderiddle #1

Ahem. Ayan. Sa mga geeky jan.
Nasa 54.1 pa rin ako dahil hindi na ako nakakapaglaro.
Dahil weffriddles undoubtedly destroyed my sweet dreams almost every night,
ito and act of vengeance ko sa lahat.
Nyahahaha!

Ayan na. The rudeness starts after the broken line.
General clue? All parts are connected!
Enjoy!
----------------------------------------------------------


PART 1: WITH LOVE

Who are:
- willing to play twaintu while eating kamote?
- well enough to make lipad to the ere?
- wounded by the sword levantine?
WE are.


So, nagets mo na ba ang iyong task?
I don't think so you pimp!
Every try is worth it, luv...
Ewan ko lang if you would feel better
Yung isa ko namang friend e
Instantaneously nagets yung answer while eating
Hash browns na icky at makunat!
Chorva ba at hindi mo magetsh
Ang pattern for the answer?
Actually, walang pattern, Marc!
Tra-lala-lala-lala ang kanta niya while
Riding off in his roller blades!
Talaga? Nakita mo? Sino ang testigo?
Uhm, sa pagkakaalam ko, si Jelson!
Da game, Jelson? Is that true?
Really now! Ikaw ba ay serious?
T*ng ina! Ang sagot ay hindi ko makita!
No no no, cool ka lang kasi eh! And you'll understand
Na ang sagot ay super duper uber simple!
X-rated siguro kaya hindi sumusulpot...
Pati ang sagot hinanap sa ubuntu!
Zweihander is the name, just buzz
Least I can do is give some juice!



PART 2:

Panobakasimeklotpleaseswaytheblackenedpee!



PART 3: NOT MATH PLEASE!

( Alt + 0161 ) - ( Alt + ???? ) = ^_^
abc... + ^_^ = ???...



PART 4: ANO?!

[remember ???...]

cbkvjdf blp evo bi! xfmm epof nz gsjfoe!
bcbohbo ob mboh lvoh hbhbxb qb vmju blp!
up wfsjgz ob ubnb lb, boh gjobm botxfs bz "axfjiboefs"




Congratulations! (this is not a clue!)
- Thomas
- Ding

Torn (t[=o]rn); p. p. of Tear (t[^a]r), v.

- to seperate by violence
- to pull apart by force
- to sunder
- to separate by violence
- to sunder
- to separate by violence
- to pull apart by force
- to remove by force
- to sunder
- to separate by violence

[exerpts mula kay Best Buy, ang inyong friendly talking size x]

Ang daya. Bakit ako palagi yung nagaganyan?
Ayaw ko na sa mga tao. Well wag naman siguro LAHAT.
Lalo na dun sa mga nanggaganito, sadya o hindi sinasadya.

Kung isa ka sa mga nananadya:
Tama na please. Sobrang insecure na ulit ako after a period of confidence. Dati, nandun lang ako sa malamig na display shelf ng National Bookstore sa Katipunan, until nakita mo ako at binili. I was so proud dahil amidst the pile, pinili mo pa talaga ako eh hindi naman ako yung nasa tuktok. Tama na, ha? Be human, please lang. Ilang beses ko nang nilunok ang pride ko, kung meron man ako. Masakit naman kasing punitin eh, lalo pa kung alam mong may malice. Triple ang pain ko nun no.

Hindi mo ba sinasadya?
Sorry to say this, but manhid ka. Nakakainis. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi wala akong magawa about it. There are a few times na nagkakaroon ng kaunting glimmer of hope, pero it extinguishes right away. Akala mo okay na, hindi pa pala. Well hindi naman kita sinisisi kasi hindi mo nga sinasadya ang pagpunit sa aking white papery surface with purple horizontal lines for your writing aid. Well at least wala na yung painful intentions, but still masakit pa rin. Hindi ka kasi nag-iingat eh. Hindi mo ako iniingatan dahil hindi ako mahalaga para sa iyo, pero mahalaga ka para sa akin.

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi ilang beses na akong nagkaganyan.
Naiinis ako dahil lagi na lang ganyan at wala akong magawa.
I am too afraid to do something to change the way things are.
So please, do something and change it.
Well, hello? Papel lang ako.
Hindi yan para sa akin, pero para yan sayo.

Hindi yan para sa akin, para yan sayo.
Hindi para sa akin, para sayo.
Hindi sa akin, para sayo.
Hindi akin, sayo.
Sayo.
Sayo na.
Sayo na, hindi akin.
Sayo na, hindi para sa akin.
Sayo na lahat, dahil hindi yan para sa akin.
Sayo na lahat, hindi para sa akin.
Sayo lahat, hindi sa akin.
Sayo lahat, hindi akin.
Sayo lahat.
Lahat.
Lahat na.
Lahat ng ginawa.
Lahat ng ginawa ko.
Lahat ng ginawa ko para sayo.
Lahat ng ginawa ko para sayo, tinapon mo.
Lahat ng ginawa ko, tinapon mo.
Ginawa ko, tinapon mo.
Ako, tinapon mo.

Sana, tinapon mo na lang ako at hindi na pinunit-punit pa. Maaari pa akong ma-recycle kung ganun.
Maaari pa sana akong maging paper airplane na lilipad sa himpapawid.
Well, sana lang yun eh.
Hanggang sana na lang ang lahat.
It's written all over me.
I'm still Best Buy, your friendly talking size x kahit anong mangyari.




Kainis yung couple sa Timezone kanina. Sinira ang emo moment ko.

Walang tubig!

One day you recieve a memo from somewhere na mawawalan ng tubig in your area for just one day. But stupid complications arise, low water levels, weak water pressure, thus extending your waterless agony for THREE DAYS.

Here are a few tips kung paano manatiling kaaya-aya ang iyong surroundings:

1. Pagkatanggap ng memo, MAG-IPON na ng tubig sa mga container. Kung wala kayong container, uhm.. be creative! Mga bote, lata ng sardinas, baso mo, baso niya, tabo, lababong nakaplug ang drain, bathtub etc. Kung wala talaga, well too bad.

2. So ayan, may nakaimbak na kayong malinis na tubig. Gagamitin niyo lang yan sa paghuhugas ng plato, pangligo, pangsipilyo and stuff. Yung mga OBVIOUS uses for clean water naman. Unless kaya mong maligo sa pinaghugasan ng pinggan, then go..

3. Dahil walang tubig, huwag maglaba. DUH.

4. Huwag rin magdidilig. Ang ipangdilig niyo eh yung pinaghugasan ng bigas. Kung marami kayong plants, maghugas kayo ng maraming bigas. Simple.

5. Use the toilet for anus-related purposes only. Yung pangbuhos, well, used recycled water.

6. ANO ANG RECYCLED WATER?! [panics] Yung pinaghugasan ng plato, yung dinura mo nung nagtoothbrush ka, yung pinangligo mo kanina.. Oo nga pala, maligo ka sa planggana para masahod yung pinagliguan mo. Pangbuhos rin yan kapag nangailangan ang rectum mo no.

7. So bawal umihi sa toilet, saan pwede? Kung babae ka, sa drain ng shower. Well sorry, walang tubig eh! Isang tabong recycled water lang, good to go na yan! Kung lalaki ka naman, kahit saan, wag lang sa toilet. Bawal nga gamitin eh ano ba?!

8. Don't sweat! Reserve the water sa mga event na may lakad ka at kailangan talaga maligo. Unless pwede ipangligo ang pawis mo, eh di go! Hihingi pa nga ako niyan eh. Onga pala, makuntento for the meanwhile sa "punas-on-the-go!"

9. Kapag umulan, drop everything and rush to your banyos! Kailangan ang mga timba para isahod sa ulan. Well, water is water at times of desperation, you know?

10. Maging alcoholic for the mean time. Alcohol as in yung disinfectant ha.

11. Kapag nagtagal ang water shortage, sue your local government. Magwelga sa harap ng mga tanggapan at magdasal na sana bombahin kayo ng fire brigade ng tubig. Instant ligo!

12. O kaya, magswimming ka. Malas mo na lang kung maabutan mong brown ang tubig dahil nagswimming rin yung iba.

Always remember to make tipid the water ha!
Enjoy!

color every magic moments

Ang daming firsts na nangyari today.

First time kong magpunta sa Greenhills by commute.

Sabay-sabay din kami nag-commute ng pamilya ko..
Grabe. Hindi ko madescribe yung feeling eh. Parang finally we are all together tapos parang peste naman na sira yung car... Parang dapat nauna na ako eh pero grateful ako in some way na traffic kasi matagal yung trip with them..

Tapos naglagad kami ng kuya ko while talking abt banking stuff nung magwiwithraw siya ng pera.. Wala lang tapos nagrereklamo siya na gusto na niyang umiwi tapos parang sabi ko sa sarili ko e di umuwi ka na and on the other hand naiintindihan ko yung situation niya kasi pagod na siya and stuffs..

Tapos first time ko din na mag non-Nokia phone.. But hindi yan importante.

At after a long, long time, first time ko rin magdasal na "Lord, sana makauwi kami safely home."


Well, sabi nga ng CARONIA NAIL POLISH,

"color every magic moments"

*snap

"Hindi ko makakalimutan si *name* as of now dahil sa/kay *reason*."

RULE: First thing that comes to your utanikins.
Kaya nga *snap eh.
Otei?

Danna: Charlie the Skeleton
Mika: Coke tansan earrings
Yanyan: Bryan Fury
Meklot: olympic D I V E and 10-min handshake
Sherlyn: buhok niya.
RB: Destiny Archon
Raf: tong-its.
Raisa: nakalimutan ko. haha
Alvin: Wim.. [wag na. baka offensive.]
Nelvin: LAHAT!
Gillian: fyuken memorais the churems..
Thomas: 5-min handshake na na-beat agad
Janjan: juicyness.
John: TAMPONS
Golla: P3 na ginastos ko sa txt dahil tamad pumasok
Ding: HAA-DOG SANWEECH!
Andrea: licorice
Wil: mock ACM
Liban: Jackie. *smile*
Brian: putahng gai-na mow
Kim: infirmary, tylenol, nilalagnat
Matt: mahaba... ang alin?!
Clang: sabay-sabay pumapasok sa English
EJ: color every magic moments
Amboy: uncle
Honey: The NInJa Son
Wimbie: lumipat sya nung math
Ram: :D

Tribute to DrumMania

Isang araw daw nabuhay yung DM10th Mix Machine sa Gateway habang hinahampas ko ang pads at tinatadjakan ang bass.

DM: Love ko!
Me: Aah my love! I have waited for so long for this moment to arrive...
DM: Ako rin my darling...
Me: Alam kong you are the one for me.. You have always been by my side when I was so down and broken..
DM: Ikaw rin my love.. Ikaw ang nagrereport sa Timezone staff kapag my bass pedal was disfunctional and my pads were numb.. Oh my dearest love!
Me: DrumMania 10th Mix...
DM: Zweihander...
Me: DrumMania 10th Mix...
DM: Zweihander...
Me: DrumMania..
DM: Zweihander...
Me: oh DrumMania..
DM: Zweihander..

Tapos biglang lalaki pala yung DM machine o..
uhm..



ANYWAY, nuff wid that haha
dahil tribute ko ito sa aking beloved arcade game. ang
DrumMania
bawal yan! Eto na lang ang pwede:

STARTED SINCE: January 20, 2006
FIRST PLAYED AT: TimeZone in Greenbelt
FIRST SONG PLAYED: Hanabi -- Basic 12, manual
FIRST GRADE: unbelievably, A
FIRST FAILING SONG: Sobakasu -- Basic 15, manual
FIRST FULL COMBO and GRADE: MONSTER TREE -- Basic 16, manual: S
HIGHEST GRADE and WHICH SONG: SS: Hanabi -- Advance 20
FAVORITE SONG (as of now): Tentai Kansoku by BUMP OF CHICKEN
HIGHEST LVL SONG, MANUAL: MONSTER TREE -- Extreme 59: B
MOST PLAYED SONG: MONSTER TREE -- Extreme 59, auto bass: S
FIRST SONG PLAYED IN DARK MODE: Libra -- Extreme 43, auto bass: S
FIRST SONG PLAYED IN 5x+ SPEED: MONSTER TREE -- Extreme 59, auto bass: S
FIRST LVL 60+ SONG: Luvly, Merry Go Round -- Extreme 60: B
HIGHEST LVL OF A COMPLETED SONG: 67 (Tamayura -- Advance)
PLAYING SPEED: 4x
CROSS-HANDING: yes

SONG LIST:
12 20 37 Hanabi
12 21 43 Tentai Kansoku
15 26 40 Sobakasu
16 28 59 MONSTER TREE
17 28 40 Honjitsu wa Seitan Nari
17 28 40 Taisetsu na Mono
17 28 45 Yakeno ga Hara
18 23 43 Libra
19 41 60 Luvly, Merry Go Round
27 50 82 TOCCATA
30 52 62 Dragon Blade
22 58 74 ROLLING1000tOOn
30 67 98 Tamayura

DM CAST OF CHARACTERS:
- RJ aka BIGOTE: This guy is so great. Siya ang idol ko sa DM. Promise!
- Nurse girl: Nakasalamin siya at isang Nursing student. Often andun kapag nagpupunta ako T-TH. Idol.
- Fat nurse girl: Uhm.. nakasalamin din pero chubbier? Ewan. Naglalaro dati ng PM5th Mix sa ibabang TimeZone. Idol rin. Borrowed my sticks once.
- Fat Miriam girl: taga-MC. Hilig nya ang Agnus Dei. Sinabi niyang sira ang Bass.
- Feeler nurse boy: Feeling. Fails Sailing Day and mashes the bass in doing so.
- Nurse boy w/ GF: Sila ang idol ko dati nung nagsisimula pa lang ako. Hindi ko na sila nakikita, at idol ko na si Bigote eh.
- S: S for skwater. Magaling, pero nakakainis dahil naghihintay ng manonood for him to show off. It ticks me off. Another thing, mukha talaga siyang S.
- Bob: Isa pa 'to. MAYABANG! At habang naglalaro, tumatalbog talbog, hence the name. Nakakawalang gana maglaro when he's around.
- Patrick: Henchmen ni (Sponge)Bob. Gets ba bakit Patrick? Ewan lang, parang tahimik ata siya.
- Squidwort: Yet another goon of Bob.

Ano kaya ang tawag sakin ng mga taong ito?

PEOPLE INFLUENCED BY DM:
- EJ
- EJ
- EJ
haha joke!

PEOPLE WHO TRIED DM:
- Ian, Nelvin, Riel, Punch, Lucky, Chico, Meklot, Liban, Kim.



Kaya..
Swipe ka na!

TimeZone Arena - Gateway
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Fwd Msg # 1

Na touch ako dito sobra.
At napaisip rin.

MESSAGE DETAILS:
From: Ate Tintin
Subject: wt if 1 day ml...
Time: 6:29 am
Type: Text Message


wt if 1 day
mlman mo n
patay
na ako,
aftr a wik
bglang
ngtxt aq sau.

mta2kot
ka kya
o
malu2ha
s Laman
ng txt
qng
gn2..





"wer na u?
D2 na
me!"








luvyah 'te tin.

Memories

The Memory Blueprint Theory ng mga brain cells that contain the thing called "memories":

1. Experience something.

2. Loads of electrical impulses from your senses fire and send signals to your brain.

3. Your brain receives these signals and analyzes the situation.

4. After processing, the brain sends signals back to the needed neutrons and other parts of the body to makethe neded reaction to stimulus/stimuli.

5. So where do memories come in?

Hmm.. Memories DNE?
What are memories?


Ewan ko talaga.
I think memories SUCK. Well maybe not all of it naman.
Bakit?
Ewan.
Sino ba kasing may sabi na you will learn from these things?
Ewan.
Kakaunti lang ang mga memories ko na sobrang "I will treasure for life."
Are you a part of it?
Ewan.
Bitter lang kasi ako dahil nga... I can't get over some events sa buhay ko na sobrang
pinatulan
pinagsisihan
pinagsabihan
pinagselosan
pinag-isipan
iniyakan
kinagalitan
and the list goes on...

Does it make sense at all?
Ewan.
What does make sense?
Ewan.
As I grow older parang I feel so..
Ewan.
Things are so hard to explain..

Nakakainis eh. Sobrang naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil parang ewan na ako na sobrang umaasa pa rin ako na...
Ewan.
Sometimes people never learn talaga.
Parang calculus, derivatives, limits...
Dyahe wala pang 9th Ed nung book ni Barnett et al. na ewan ko ang price.
Ewan.

Ano sabi mo?
EWAN?!

Well, try dying once. Or twice. Maybe even thrice.
No no, what I meant was..
Ewan.
And I meant what I said!

Baka malaman mo kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng salitang
EWAN.

Ashita wa kyou onaji mirai...
Just take it all in..
Parang isang masarap na salita na may 4 na titik: 2 katinig at 2 patinig, at may 2 malulutong na pantig

EWAN.